I’m feeling much better today. Lady night was tough. Had sex, you know how I love doing that with him.
But today was alright. until I went to make sure my mom want dead. Yeah she may had been better off if she was.
She was passed out in the chair, no pants on, oven open and on broil. It was a fucking mess. I couldn’t handle it. I turned off the oven and ran out the door. She if also like skin and bones. It’s really bad.
I wouldn’t be surprised if she was dead before the end of the year. I’m actually preparing myself for that.
It’s sad to me that colin won’t hardly know his grandma. I’ll have to find other people to take her place.
I was thinking I miss my friend yo. She was a good friend, too bad her son is an issue. He it’s one put of those whom I don’t think will ever be just a friend. I just don’t know if I still want to be more. And he might want kids, I hate to day he got the short stick in that gene pool. I honestly don’t know if I want to have anymore kids anyway.
Guess it’s time to go