These two days were a lot alike. My son was sick and I have been fighting something off, so my focus was more on him and trying to feel better myself. I also had to deal with my mom a bit.
Don’t get me wrong, he was still there, but more in the background. As we were sitting in the Dr.’s office waiting I’d hear a vehicle go by that reminded me of his I’d wonder if maybe it was. I’d watch an onscreen romance and wish I had one. (maybe with him…)
Nothing as intense as things had been the few days previous though. Could have been because I’d gotten out the day before, could have simply been that I had other things on my mind or that I am actually making progress.